My Life's Complicated

Ok, finally my blog already done. Long time I not update my blog, so many problems I have to face it. As usual my life so boring, duhh-.-" I need someone that can understand how I feel, but unlucky no one's can feel what I through now. I'm getting down, :'( I do love you, but you deserve someone better than me. Ok I get it! But I cant survive myself. Oh god, help me to through all this pain . I hope I will be like them one days. Who knows time will tell. Hows sweet them, look like I'm act like DESPERATE :( hukk *crying